Today we are celebrating disappearance day of HDG Srila Prabhupada! I would like to make an humble offering at his lotus feet. Please forgive me for mistakes & bless me with your blessings & prayers.
Srila Prabhupada’s mercy & qualities are unlimited. I feel myself completely insufficient to speak about the glorious master Srila Prabhupada & I beg forgiveness for making this attempt without any preparation & on time which is clear indication of my callous attitude towards fully glorifying my Master who has come to deliver me from this unsurpassable ocean of samsara. He is a eternal servitor of the Lord. He is the chief Commander(Senapati Bhakta) of the Lord Chaitanya’s sankirtan army. His pastimes in this universe are just few pages of the vast book which inscribes his ever expanding glory as he goes to newer & newer universes to save the wretched fallen conditioned souls , this is confirmed by the current Acharya Vrinda. So this glorification is like catching a single ray of the fully blazing Sun. His glorification seems to be only ray of hope to me as he is most merciful master & attaining Krishna’s mercy directly not in the line of Prabhupad seems impossible (as well as undesirable) to me.
Srila prabhupada is emblem of the indomitable spirit for the service of the Lord & Spiritual master. Every moment of his life is the preparation for or direct execution of the will of the Lord. He is 100% flawless Vaishnava (HG Bhavananda Prabhu’s realisation) which surpasses thousand folds perfect Brahmana & Sanyasi.
He is revolutionist who most compassionately assassinated (this contradiction is only possible with Srila Prabhupada) all sub religious principles, dangerous atheistic theories & propagandas made by the modern scientist, bogus spiritual master who created their bogus spiritual paths as lanes towards hellish planets, impersonalist’s who are direct offenders of Lord & devotional service to the Lord. In recent reading of Transcendental diary I found Prabhupad quoting over BG 1.19 “sa ghoso dhartarastranam hrdayani vyadarayat”( The blowing of these different conchshells became uproarious, and thus, vibrating both in the sky and on the earth, it shattered the hearts of the sons of Dhrtarastra.) Prabhupad was telling that we have to preach in such way that it shatters the hearts of all the atheists.
He is the magician who transforms the boring life in this material world which constitutes chewing the chewed kind of absolutely insignificant droplets 0f happiness & following of the people’s who are like dogs, hogs, camels & asses into the life full of celebration. He has given access to the incessant sweet mellow of the devotional service. (At least theoretically I know & by Srila Prabhupada’s mercy we get some glimpses of this). His touch so amazing that person starts manifesting activities of the devotional service to Krishna which is even inaccessible to greatest of the demigods.
Oh Srila prabhupad, In my life now when I see, it is only your personality which keeps me on the track of the devotional service with whatever little enthusiasm I can gather to render your service. Yours & life stories of your devotees are nectar drops which gives hope to continue forward the march in the devotional service. When I read that, I always get amazed to see the unparallel dedication you had & you could inject in the heart’s of your devotees & it always surpasses my tiny understanding of intelligence of what a level & meaning of surrender could be.
I am ashamed to tell you that I am covered with so much anarthas. I know already you are well aware of that but with your unlimited mercy you are keeping such a fallen soul in the devotional service. Prabhupad please give me intelligence , determination power to utilize your mercy to render some useful service to your devotees & give me a benediction that I may not leave your lotus feets any time in my life as those are only shelter of mine & always remain grateful in heart for whatever comes in my way in your mission. I beg for the constant association of devotee who will pour my ears with your glory & who will be utterly grateful to you. I thank you very much for giving your most wonderful disciples & grand disciples without whom your mercy was completely inaccessible to us.Please keep me Loyal to you in devotional service by giving your mercy.
Your insignificant servant,
tushar
